Suicide Note, Custody Loss Have Britney In a Tailspin

Britney's in dire straits and I think that's pretty obvious to most at this point. After barely showing up to her recent custody hearing and then subsequently being denied access to her own children, Brit is in desperate need of help. But where can she turn to get it without someone taking advantage of her?

Her own family has made questionable decisions talking to magazines and celebrity doctors, and you combine that with her latest fling with a paparazzi photographer and you have a recipe for a complete breakdown, or much much worse. If there is any truth to recent reports, Brit may seriously be contemplating suicide which if true, would explain her recent late-night trip to the hospital.

According to In Touch Weekly, days before her Jan. 3 breakdown, Spears left a suicide note on her bathroom counter that was allegedly found by friend Sam Lutfi. "The letter was very [sad]," a friend close to Spears told In Touch. "It was filled with reasons why she shouldn't live, included lines from poems about death. She said in it she was sorry for never making her life what everyone else wanted. She mentioned how lonely and unfair life could be, how peaceful death seems and how your mind would finally be at ease ... She went on and on about wanting to just rest in peace."

Meanwhile, K-Fed is not stopping his pursuit of a broader career in entertainment and I have to say, he's had opportunities lately to really trash Brit and has instead taken the high road. I do have some respect for him on that level.

"Family comes first," he told Interview. By that, he means he's not going to offer up information about either his two sons with Spears (Sean Preston and Jayden James) or his daughter and son with Shar Jackson (Kori and Kaleb), or their respective mothers, even though he's in a very public custody battle. "You won't ever really hear me talk about them, other than I love them," Federline told the magazine. "I wish I could get into all the personal stuff, but like I said, I can't. I can't do it. I won't do it. ... The paparazzi and the press have given me a voice," he admitted to Interview. "No matter how I got the voice, it's there." And he confessed to MTV News, "I have officially caught the acting bug. ... I am just getting started." He just wants to find "the right opportunity" that he can balance with his other new role, handed down by the court — "full-time dad."

source: abc
source: mtv

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